Déjà Vu

Your breath on my quivering lips
Fingers of my hand that your hand grips
I’ve been here in this moment with You
I’ve had this feeling of déjà vu


We lay beneath that floating Cloud
Are we lovers or strangers
Who would know, maybe no one Should
All those Promises that I never made to You
I have this feeling of déjà vu

I lost my way into this town again
A promise I made to not feel this pain
I find myself two steps behind from where I just began
Pulling all strings to stand up on my feet but falling back into You
I have this feeling of déjà vu

Purpose of Love

The ray of Dawn shone on the dew dripped leaf 

beneath it lay a firefly , It admired the Ray in disbelief.

Radiance of the Ray filled the firefly’s  heart 

Cupid struck the arrow and they were no more apart

Firefly said to the Ray, you make me happy you are my glow

I draw from your light ,which in the dark I show 
My glow is my Call of love for you , 
why do you shine on others too?

Ray knew it’s purpose of shining Everyday 
To provide for the leaf under which the firefly lay
I do my bit for who I am, I love you but shine I must for all

I cannot just be yours, our love must be beyond this Call

I shall shine on who I must and you can bask in my radiance

But asking a Ray to just yourself is not my Obeyance 

Firefly froze in pain and chills ran down its spine

The one I love thus can’t  be just mine

Firefly spoke, I feel pain, Radiant Ray,

Do you feel the pain too?

We cannot be with each other, nature has the way, I get it, I really do

Ray was besought with its Purpose for Its Life

Said - pain is for the mind, world is so filled with Strife 

Striving in pain and living is not my belief 

What you feel is not pain, I think it’s a mind game, please feel the Relief

To Firefly this pained more, it did not ask for the Ray to be hers

But only to feel the pain for its tears

My fear to lose You is not my crime

It only goes to say how much I feel you as mine

Just wipe a tear , dear Ray 

I ask for Nothing more 

We all have a purpose, we live it and sail ashore

Feeling is to know and to understand,

Aren’t you happy to have someone who your loss can’t withstand ? 

It was left at that, a draw between Purpose and Pain

Love strikes a balance between the two once again 

Sense of purpose equals the sense of pain

Two cannot but meet , but we must acknowledgement them one and the same ...

x

I love the mustang in you

depth in your eyes
always fixed on the finish line
the pace at which you race..

I see a mustang in you.. 

too quick to catch
cannot be held back
too headstrong to be shown the way
the mustang only knows its next leap away..

such is a mustang in you..

could not keep the pace, sometimes I lose you without a trace
where is your finish line?
Has it crossed your mind, im trying to keep your pace

yes there is mustang in you.


This is a game of chase..this is the game of find and escape..
this is my mustang i seek... Does it seek me too?

yes this is the mustang i love , the one that i see in you.

Where do I belong

Staring into the deep blue sea, I could find everything but Me..
I forget who I am, Where do I  Belong? Is it just me, that I cannot see.

Where is my tribe ? The one with a common Vibe,
I've always been searching in a sea of people
Longing for that One, that never arrived
For What is with me, could it still be mine ?

Sharing a silence together with the Wind, watched the clouds pass By,
Moments stay, but Time has run By
Trapped in a capsule, it stays with me
I know it is not Real, it's just a Memory.

The Place never moved, But I did So,
Did I ever get back, Or will I ever go?

Where do I belong, is it in that Heart?
Which has never been mine, We were always Apart.
Is that closer, the One which is far away..
It is not the time to judge, or ask or seek anyway..

The ship has sailed for years, there never was a storm
Never looked back, ahead or beyond.
It is Time to sail in quiet Peace, to blindfold myself, lock and throw away the Key
Which may have all the answers to finding the real Me.

Now it is just me and the Sea, I look into its eyes and ask with a Glare,
Where do I belong ?  And It tells me what I already know,  "Nowhere, Nowhere".